The road less travelled

The road less travelled ,
Which promises success and glory,
Is never as easy,
As I had willed previously,
To assume, believe
That each day will be hard
Is actually so much more difficult
Than I have ever  imagined,
Even in my dare.

In this journey,
Sometimes I see no end
Sometimes
Questions are askedWhat is in it
At the end of the road for me?
With so many uncertainties
Roads never explored
On frail tired limbs
And intricate,
Complicated emotions
Of a hopelessly lone soul trying
To look for someplace
She can breathe
For temporary reprieve

Some days
There is faith
That a rainbow is waiting
Even on a rainy day

Other days
There is just hopelessness
A big black hole
Waiting to devour,
Wanting surrender

But

This journey
I must complete,
I must not give up
With what I have,
I must do my best
To make it,
Even if it is one day at a time

One day is good enough everyday

At least for me

With Allah s.w.t ..
I will try
Even with blood and tears
My best

Zarina 17.11.2012
6.18 p.m