There are times in life when one feels that because you see goodness
and you want goodness; out of a thing or someone you put your best
effort to bring out that goodness in someone; so that in shaa Allah some
of the goodness will also rub on you and bring you closer to Allah
swt's blessings. No matter what the
challenge. No matter what people say. All because you think you see the
'potential' that exists.
Sometimes things may not be what they seem. What if what you think you see
isn't real ; or just a smokescreen ? What if what you see is what you
want to see out of your zealous eagerness of wanting the goodness of
someone to actually materialize; when in actual fact it really isn't there? What do you do then?
I
think today of all days
there exist two situations in which I am inclined to feel I may be wrong
about some people and their situations. I do believe I have overstepped
my boundaries in wanting what is right for them; as it might be that I
have become confused as to what this really ought to be. That what I want is not what they want; no matter how right I think it is.
Perhaps it is indeed true what they say : You can lead a
horse to water but you cannot make it drink.
You know, I think I
have tried
my best. I am now older than I used to be before with more
responsibilities and less energy. Perhaps I best concentrate my
remaining energy on what really matters. And who. So a thousand
apologies to everyone out there who might have come away from me
thinking " Yeah you think you might have said the right thing; but
duh..do I need to hear it? " My sincere wish is only goodness for
everyone whom I know, love and care about. As a responsibility and
because I care.
Assalamualaikum.
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